From: xftruth@aol.com (XF Truth) Newsgroups: alt.tv.x-files.creative Subject: NEW: Snow Under the Tree NC-17 (1/2) Date: 25 Jan 1996 14:22:35 -0500 This story comes about as a result of two challenges recently posted on the net. One asked for a romance written in honor of the blizzard of '96. The other was a request for an NC-17 story set Under the Tree. These seemed to be combinable, so here is the result. I'm sorry if it seems a bit contrived... Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters. I guarantee it would cost more to sue me than you could possibly gain in return. Chris Carter, 10/13 and FOX television are the proper owners of the X-Files and all characters affiliated with it. (And they should have won some Golden Globes for their efforts) Disclaimer II: I don't know very much about the song that is used here. It was given to me by a friend. This is the information I have: "The Captive" Freedom, Flight, and Fancy, Firebird Music. ***NC-17 Warning*** If you're underage, don't read this. If you are opposed to romance/sex between our two favorite characters you probably should also skip this. SNOW UNDER THE TREE Dana Scully's apartment January 5, 1996, 3:17 pm Fox Mulder shivered slightly as he followed Dana Scully through the door to her apartment. "I cannot believe that the heat broke," he complained as he removed his coat. "What if we had needed to use the facilities in the Hoover building?" he fumed. "If you need to use the facilities, its down the hall," Scully rejoined with a faint smile. Mulder grinned wryly. "I think if we just finish the explanation of the kidnapping and the events which followed, Skinner will be satisfied and we can quit for the three-day weekend." Scully nodded wearily and booted up her computer, easily calling up the half-completed file. Mulder wandered into the kitchen and started up some coffee, anticipating a struggle ahead. Several hours later found the two of them going over the same ground. "But why don't you want to report what you think you saw, Scully?" Mulder demanded, reaching for the mouse. "No!" she insisted, leaning forward to hit save before Mulder could change the document. "I don't want this report to be anything other tham professional." Mulder rolled his eyes. "How professional is it to leave out your observations because its inconvenient to report them?" he demanded. Scully whirled in her chair and glared at him. He met her gaze steadily. She sighed, "Look, I prefer to think of those events as private, OK?" her eyes begged him to give in. Mulder shrugged. "Whatever. I should probably go before that monster of yours rips my coat to shreds." "He can hear you when say things like that," Scully warned, following Mulder back into the living room. Picking up his coat, Mulder glanced at the Christmas tree by the window. "Are you going to leave this up all year?" he asked. The sudden silence made him turn to face her. "What's wrong?" he asked, seeing the sadness that marred her features. "Nothing," she answered automatically, then, upon seeing the skeptical look on Mulder's face added, " That's exactly what my father asked me the night..." she broke off suddenly. "I'm sorry, Scully," Mulder responded, instantly feeling guilty for having reminded her. He gently put his arms around her and held for a moment. Scully enjoyed the sensation of being wrapped in his arms, but quickly backed away, knowing the dangers of getting too comfortable in such a position. Mulder glanced at her questioningly, but steped back, somewhat frightened himself of the emotions that being close to Dana Scully always stirred. "I should go," Mulder repeated, heading for the door. Scully nodded absently, staring fixedly out the window. Mulder assumed she was depressed, so he opened the door quietly. "Hang on a second," she ordered softly. "What?" he asked in surprise. She moved several steps closer to the window, then burst into laughter. "What?" he repeated, impatient to know what was going on. "Look out the window," she responded. Mulder did so, and his jaw dropped open in shock. "What in the...how on...where the hell did all that snow come from?" he demanded, as if she could provide an answer. He stared out at an all-white world, covered in a still-thickening blanket of snow. He could barely see the street for the storm. What he could make out of his car indicated that it would be extremely difficult to dig out, even if the streets weren't a total disaster area. He groaned loudly. Scully smiled sympathetically at him. "It could be worse," she pointed out dryly. "Really? How?" "We could be snowed in at your place," Scully observed. "Then we wouldn't have any food." "I have food," Mulder responded autmotically, not really willing to rise to the bait. His mind was following other tracks. "Snowed in," he echoed softly. "We really are, aren't we?" Scully studied Mulder quietly, wondering how to interpret his reaction. "Yes," she confirmed. "Until the snow stops and the streets are plowed we are very much snowed in." Mulder glanced about uneasily, then shrugged out of his coat and tossed it over a chair. Instantly, a small ball of moving fur attached itself to the chair and began to explore the coat. "Scully!" Mulder groaned. She stifled a smile. "That's not his name," she pointed out, heading for the kitchen. "OK, you little monster," Mulder growled, "you and I are going to have a chat." Scully poked her head out of the kitchen. "As long as you two are going to chat, would you mind taking him for a walk?" Mulder stood dumbfounded for a minute, then reluctantly snapped the leash on and dragged the dog out the door. Scully started at the sound of the door slamming, then giggled as she heard Mulder swearing from the next room. "Lovely weather this time of year, isn't it?" she called. Mulder's complaining increased. She emerged from the kitchen to find Mulder staring fixedly at the television screen, switching channels at a frightening rate of speed. "C'mon," she offered, "have some soup. It's good food." She was rewarded with a quick smile as Mulder obediently followed her to the kitchen. She was unsurprised when he grabbed the bowl of soup and headed right back to the TV. Rolling her eyes, she followed him. After a few trips through the stations it was clear that there was very little on. Mulder left The Weather Channel, in hopes of learning something new about the situation. While the weather person explained about the problems of living in Georgia, Mulder examined Scully's tree. He was pleased to see that she had put up the ornament he had given her the year before, a Marvin the Martian replica that had taken him days to find. He couldn't contain a laugh at the sight of another recently acquired ornament. "What?" Scully asked, startled out of her concentration on cooling the soup enough to eat. "The weather is funny?" She raised an eyebrow in surprise. Mulder grinned wickedly. "No, I just didn't expect you to put up the ornament that Frohicke gave you, that's all." Sculyl glanced at the tree, then blushed slightly at the sight of the small plastic square dangling from a wire hook. "It's red, that's Christmasy," she defended. "The package or its contents?" Mulder asked smoothly, provoking a deeper blush. "The package of course. Why would I know about the contents?" She observed Mulder deciding whether to continue the conversation or not and was pleased when he dropped the subject as the weather person's focus finally shifted to D.C. "And in the nation's capitol there is an unusual amount of accumulation this evening, which may reach as high as 24 inches." "24 inches!" both agents echoed in horror. "There seems to be no indication of the snow stopping anytime soon. As the Doppler radar shows..." "I can't believe it," Mulder moaned. "They finally get the government reopened and its going to be closed on account of snow." "I sincerely doubt they're going to close the government, Mulder," Scully said in exasperation. Without a word, Mulder switched to CNN, where a reporter was standing in front of what might have been the White House saying, "...except for essential personnel, the US government will be closed again, this time, due to weather." Mulder cast a smug look at Scully, who was busily ignoring him. "Well," she said after a minute of silence, "maybe we're essential personnel." "Essential personnel?" he repeated scornfully. "We're the Spooky Patrol." He paused at the sound of a bark and the sudden appearance of the Pomeranian from out of the depths of his coat. "What?" he asked irritably. Scully tried to stifle a grin. "He thinks you were calling him." Mulder's eyes shot daggers at her. "What a stupid thing to name a dog anyway," he grumbled. Scully smiled sweetly. "You would maybe have preferred Fox?" "I would have preferred if you gave this silly creature away. What do you need with a dog?" Scully shrugged. "What do you need with fish? Anyway Clyde gave him to me." Mulder frowned thoughtfully at that response. Scully had a faraway look in her eyes and he wondered what she was thinking about. When she finally looked at him again, he raised a questioning eyebrow. "I was just thinking," she answered his unasked question quietly. "Do you ever think about the things he said?" "Not really," he lied casually. "Why, what did he say to you?" "He said...he said that I wasn't going to die. What do you make of that?" "I think that goes well beyond the realm of extreme possibility, Scully," Mulder responded quietly. "As a scientist, you must know that that's impossible." Hesitantly, Scully nodded. "I guess you're right. He was probably just kidding." Then she grinned broadly. "How about you?" "How about me what?" Mulder asked suspiciously. Scully just looked at him. Mulder began to color. "You know he wasn't serious about that." "Do I?" Scully asked lightly. "How do I know what you do when you're home alone at night?" Mulder moved closer to her on the couch to glare at her more directly. "Would you like to know, Scully? Would you like to know what I do when I'm home alone at night?" his voice had an eerie calm tone to it. Scully blinked, suddenly nervous. "I don't know, Mulder," she responded, careful to keep her voice from shaking. "Would I like to know?" Mulder hesitated, then suddenly pulled back. "No," he confessed with a sheepish grin, "probably not." Scully relaxed and picked up the TV remote in hopes of finding something distracting to watch. They endured the exploits of Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy, Strange Luck and Xena. Periodically, one or the other of them would peer curiously out the window, only to return to the couch with reports of more and deeper snowfall, with no sign of letting up. Mulder was beginning to increasingly suspect that he was going to be trapped at Scully's overnight at least. He could not explain to himself why this made him so uncomfortable. He'd stayed here before, right? True, the last time he was here he was so sick and drugged that he had no recollection of the event, but that shouldn't matter. There was nothing inappropriate about staying over at one's partners house, he firmly reminded himself. Then why did he seem to be having such inappropriate thoughts? Scully shifted position uncomfortably on the couch. Though she tried to focus on the television, she found her thoughts wandering in the direction of her seatmate. She was aware of his every move and sigh. The thought of him being trapped with her overnight or longer made her heart beat unusually fast. It's no big deal, she told herself. He's just going to sleep on the couch while you go into the bedroom. It's no different than being in adjoining hotel rooms. She tried not to think about the sorts of erotic dreams that adjoining hotel rooms inevitably brought her. Mulder let out a sigh and Scully automatically glanced his way. Their eyes locked, then both parties dropped their gaze, embarrassed about the way their thoughts were headed. Mulder recovered first, tilting his head to one side as he examined Scully studying her hands. He wondered what she was thinking about that had produced such an unusual reaction. He decided to watch her hands as well, in case there was something he was missing. A moment later Scully glanced shyly up at Mulder and followed his gaze in bewilderment. He was staring at her hands, of all things. "Mulder," she began quietly. "Hmmm?" he responded, not willing to lift his gaze. "What are you looking at?" Finally, he raised his eyes to meet her own. "Umm your hands?" Scully studied him for a long moment, then stretched her fingers luxuriously. "I use Palmolive. Can you tell?" Mulder stared at her for a long moment, then burst into laughter as her reference sunk in. Absently, he reached out to check the smoothness of her hands. He took her right hand in his left and stroked it gently. "Ahh very nice," he praised lightly. Scully grinned at him, trying to cover the sudden increase in her heartrate with banter. When he continued to hold her hand, staring oddly into her eyes, the grin faded and she colored slightly. Mulder finally realized that he was staring and that his hand was on fire from the contact. He abruptly released his hold, causing her hand to fall back into her lap. Seeing the color rise in her cheeks, he quickly glanced away and attempted to find something to divert their attention. Displaying unusually good timing for a nusiance, Spooky sneezed into the silence. Scully instantly focused her gaze on the small pup, doctor mode in full gear. "Come here, Spooky," she called softly. Sensing impending medication, the dog promptly scooted into the bedroom to cower under the bed. Scully sighed and rose to follow. Mulder began to stand as well, but she shook her head. "It's OK. He does this a lot. Relax and watch your show. I'll be back when he's taken care of." Scully headed for the bedroom and closed the door to prevent Spooky from dashing back out and finding a new hiding place. Feeling an unexpected pang of sympathy for the dog, Mulder sat back on the couch and attempted to relax. Scully entered the bedroom, determination in her eye, carefully not asking herself why she was so relieved to be away from Mulder's overpowering presence. She opted instead to focus upon the task at hand: locating and treating the dog. A small sneeze caught her attention, and Scully knelt next to the bed and called out gently. Spooky came out hesitantly, suspicious of Scully's intention. Finally, he came close enough for Scully to scoop him up and carry him into the adjoining bathroom, where she set him in the sink for an examination. Spooky whined and clawed at the sides of the sink, but could not get a hold on the slippery surface. Scully examined his ears, eyes, and nose, trying to decide what would help. She suspected that what the dog needed most was to stay inside where it was warm and get some rest. Scully completed her examination and carried the little bundle back into the bedroom, despositing him gently into the wicker basket that was his bed. Defiantly, Spooky sat up, not willing to go to bed just yet. Scully cocked her head to one side, thinking. "Go to sleep," she suggested. Spooky wagged his tail. "Lay down," Scully tried. Spooky wagged his tail harder. ===================================================================== ===== From: xftruth@aol.com (XF Truth) Newsgroups: alt.tv.x-files.creative Subject: NEW: Snow Under the Tree NC-17 (2/2) Date: 25 Jan 1996 14:22:40 -0500 This is part 2 of "Snow Under the Tree' see disclaimers in part 1 ***NC-17 Warning still in effect*** Scully sighed deeply, then absently began humming as she thought. Much to her surprise, the dog stopped wagging his tail and sat down, studying her expectantly. "So?" Scully said softly. "Its music you want?" She glanced at the bedroom door, unwilling to have Mulder hear her. She relaxed as she noted that the door was closed and the sounds of sports casting drifted under the frame. Mulder would be far too distracted to notice. She began singing softly, words from a song learned long ago. She sits and she weeps, and she weeps all alone. In a prison disguised as a bower. She was bought by a lord for her wealth and her land. She was sold by her father for power. Now she who was free as a bird in the wood Is caged in a prison of gold. And wing-clipped she mourns for the life she has lost. A wild swan that no one could hold. Scully closed her eyes and was lost in the tale. Spooky settled onto his tomach, watching and listening intently. Below in the hall where her lord sits to drink He boasts how he conquered a bride "Just a touch of the stick." "Did she not run away, As she did as a child?" "Oh, she tried. But I was prepared for her tricks You have seen. I've no forest, just croplands and fields. All my horses are guarded, my sentries alert And 'gainst elf magic, cold iron shields. Though we caught her before she was out of the gate, And I taught her to never try more, What I get I will hold!" He was raising his cup When a sentry appeared at the door. Mulder watched the evening news patiently, wondering what was taking Scully so long. When the major news stories had been finished, then the minor ones, and then the weather, Mulder began to be concerned. As the discussion of sports events began, Mulder rose to check on the pair in the bedroom. He paused at the threshold, hearing Scully talk. "So?" he heard, "its music you want?" Mulder grinned despite himself, wondering what would follow. He had never heard Scully sing and doubted that she had much of a knack for it. As the tune began, he was surprised to discover his mistake. Fearing that his entrance would put an end to the performance, he stood with his ear pressed to the doorjamb and listened quietly. Scully remained unaware of her audience; while Spooky's eyes drooped, she sang on. "There's a mountebank, sir, a magician," he said. "That for shelter and hope of reward Says he'll entertain you, sir, and all of your guests." "Well, is he any good?" asks the Lord. "Why judge for yourself," cried the mage at the door, Though whence he came no one could say. And with that he began to produce wondrous things, Such marvels their breath stole away. When at last he was done, they shook off the trance, And the Lord tossed him gold with a smile. Saying "Well done, Sir Mage. Would my lady were here, ut she finds evening gatherings a trial." Mulder listened intently, sensing the emotion underlying the words but uncertain as to how to interpret it. He'd never heard the song before, but it was obviously quite familiar to Scully. As he absorbed every word, she sang on. "Good my Lord," said the mage, with a low humble bow, Though his eyes were not humble at all, "I pledge in the morning before I depart In the meadow in front of your hall, I will show you more wonders than you have yet seen Bid your lady come watch if she will." "She will come!" said the Lord, "I'll escort her myself." Though the mage smiled, his eyes were cold still. Came the morning assembled in front of the hall Were all that could get leave to be. And the Lord and his Lady, his grip on her arm Leaving bruises where no one could see. Mulder winced at the pain he could hear in Scully's voice, wondering what haunted her past that helped her empathize so clearly with the young woman's plight. He held his breath as he awaited the progression of the plot. And the mage moved his hands, and the crowd hushed its noise. Each one staring as hard as he could. And at last, she looked up, and he gestured once more, And the people froze still where they stood. Now he walked to the lady, a smile on his lips, And a tenderer smile in his eyes. And he took both her hands, and he said, "You are free, What, do you find this a surprise? You once the friend of the feathered and furred And found yourself trapped in the net. You were beloved of the forest's fair folk. Did you think that your friends would forget? With cold iron this brute kept the elf lords at bay. Cold iron stops their magic, it's true. But they called upon me, who am also their friend. nd I am as human as you. Now come!" And he drew her away from the Lord Who never more her lord would be. For the joy in her face he'd have risked ten times worse. Then he cast the last spell to set them free. Now as though from deep slumber the people awoke At his side, then the Lord felt a lack. Saw his Lady was gone. Well then over his hall Flew two wild swans, a white and a black. Unheeded, tears flowed down Scully's face as she opened her eyes and witnessed her sleeping dog. Pleased with the success of her strategy, if a little off balance at the emotion she had just experienced, Scully did not immediately react when the door opened. Mulder peered in cautiously, uncertain as to what he would find. He suspected from the tone of her voice as she sang the last verse that Scully might be crying. He met her gaze uncertainly. She put a finger to her lips and motioned to the basket. Puzzled, Mulder glanced down at the snoozing pup and smiled. Scully followed Mulder back into the living room and shut the door gently so as not to wake Spooky. She wasn't sure what, if anything, Mulder had heard, and was hesitant to meet his eyes. She settled back down on the couch, Mulder by her side. He studied her face, then reached up and gently wiped away her tears. Scully started slightly, but did not pull away. "I heard you singing," he confessed shyly, glancing away for a moment. "I hope it wasn't too horrible," Scully whispered self-deprecatingly. "It was beautiful," he countered. "But why are you so sad?" Scully shook her head, unable to explain the feelings she'd stirred up. Mulder watched her reactions and put forth his theory. "You see yourself in that song, don't you?" an undefinable sadness in his tone. After a moment's hesitiation, Scully nodded slowly, still not quite ready to speak. She puzzled over the pain she saw reflected in Mulder's eyes. He drew a slow careful breath. "Its me, right?" he asked brusquely. Scully froze, not wanting to respond, then nodded again, barely. Mulder winced. "Why didn't you say anything," he whispered sadly. "Why didn't you tell me I was hurting you this way?" he rose, as if wanting to leave. Scully frowned in confusion. "Mulder, I..." she broke off as he whirled to face her. "Is that how I make you feel?" he demanded. "Trapped? Caged? Restricted from doing what you want to do? How could you let this go on this way?" Scully's jaw dropped as she attempted to assimilate Mulder's reaction into a logical assessment. "Do you think I'm foolish?" he asked plaintively. "Did you think I wouldn't recognize myself as the Lord?" Finally, Scully understood and, for lack of a more logical reaction, laughed. Mulder stared at her in disbelief as her body was wracked with giggles. He did not know how to interpret this behavior, except as signs of Scully cracking altogether. "I think I should go," he said, with as much quiet dignity as he could muster over the sound of her laughter. Scully sobered quickly, realizing that Mulder really would attempt to leave despite the foot and a half of accumulation outside. She pulled herself together and called out, "Mulder wait." He held himself stone-still at the door, waiting, thought he knew not what for. She took a deep breath. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to laugh. Its just..your reaction was not what I expected." He turned a look of disbelief on her and she decided that more explanation might well be in order, reluctant as she was to offer it. "Umm...you're not the Lord, Mulder," she paused to look him directly in the eyes, to be certain he was paying attention. "You're the Mage," she barely whispered. Mulder felt as if a huge weight had been lifted off his chest. He wasn't imprisoning her. He was the Mage. He was the Mage? Mulder took a long moment to interpret the significance of this role. He saw the fear on her face and realized that she had meant the statement exactly the way it had sounded. "So, I guess that makes the Lone Gunmen the elves?" he joked lightly. The relieved smile on her face told him that she was glad he had taken the humorous approach. Neither was sure they were ready to handle the alternative. "Why don't you take off your coat and stay awhile," she invited cheerfully, noting that Mulder was still standing next to the door as if he were about to leave. "Ahh...good idea," Mulder mumbled, removing his coat once again. The two stood there in awkward silence for a minute, then, without speaking, headed to the kitchen for an evening snack. Settled in to watch Letterman, Mulder and Scully sat silent, neither knowing what to say. The bad jokes and cheesy banter on Letterman soon filled the gap, allowing them to loosen up in each other's presence. By the first commercial break they were trading witticisms about Letterman and the band just like always. Mulder found that he was surprisingly tired considering how little work he'd actually done that day. As Scully noticed him drifting off, she slipped off the couch and settled in a chair, allowing Mulder to stretch out more completely. When she saw Mulder's length covering the entire ouch, with his knees to his feet hanging over the edge, she couldn't contain a giggle. Mulder started sleepily. "Wha?" he muttered, trying to figure out why his normally comfortable couch felt so strange. He quickly assimilated the environment and realized where he was. "Did you have this couch made especially short on purpose?" he inquired dryly. "Yup," Scully responded brightly. "Just to annoy you." Mulder shot her a dirty look as he sat back up, way too uncomfortable to sleep. "Suggestions?" he asked. Scully frowned thoughtfully. "I don't know," she confessed. "The last time you were here you slept on my bed..." she broke off as she saw the leer on Mulder's face. "And I slept on the couch," she concluded quickly, suppressing a grin at his open disappointment. "Well," he said generously. "I'm willing to share the bed with you this time." He carefully schooled his expression not to reveal how desirable he thought this setup would be. Scully rolled her eyes and ignored his comments. "Maybe you would be more comfortable if you made a bed on the floor?" she offered. "You could take the pillows off the couch and lay them end to end." A quick examination of the available floor space left Mulder suspicious of this idea. "Unless I actually sleep under the Christmas tree, I don't see how there could be enough room for that." Shrugging, Scully observed, "Sleeping under the tree wouldn't be that bad. It would be like a nice trip to the forest." Wincing at the recognition of his own words, Mulder decided to give the idea a chance. He was surprised to discover that there was plenty of space under the tree to make his bed. "More comfortable than a futon," he said with a smile. Scully grinned. "Glad to hear it. Night, Mulder." She headed into her room to finally get some sleep. As she stretched out on her bed, she tried not to think about how easy it would have been to let him sleep with her. She told herself that they were both mature enough to sleep in the same bed without anything happening. But she knew it wasn't true. She knew if she invited Fox Mulder into her bed that there would be no sleep for either of them. What scared her was how much she wanted to invite him in anyway. Mulder lay on his back, staring into the branches of the tree. He tried not to think about what Scully was doing right then, tried not to imagine her undressing and getting ready for bed, but it was difficult. I shouldn't be here, he thought. What if I have one of those dreams about her and she hears me? he wondered. He sighed and flipped over onto his side, staring into space until he drifted off. **CRASH** Scully jumped out of bed at the sound and grabbed her gun, not even pausing to grab a robe as she dashed into the living room. She could make out moving shaped, but could not interpret what she was looking at. "Who's there?" she called out firmly. "Whoh, Scully, it's just me, Mulder," he called out. "What's going on?" she asked in confusion, putting her gun on the table. She walked over to examine the problem and found Mulder trapped under the dying Christmas tree. "What exactly did you do?" she asked, careful not to laugh just yet. Mulder sighed irritably. "I rolled into the tree, I guess, and it attacked me," he complained. "My leg is caught." Scully flicked on a lamp so she could see the situation more clearly. Sure enough, Mulder appeared to have knocked the tree over in his sleep and it had landed directly on top of him. "Hang on," she said. She knelt next to Mulder and got a good grip on the tree. Slowly, she lifted it back into position, double-checking to be certain it wasn't about to fall again. When she was satisfied, she turned her attention back to a sheepish-looking Mulder. "Let me see your leg," she commanded. "I'm fine," he rejoined sulkily. "Mulder, let me see your leg," she repeated, staring him down. She crouched down next to him and began checking his leg over, feeling up and down the thigh and shin to see if anything was broken. She reminded herself to maintain a professional demeanor. Mulder was careful not to say or do anything while she was examining him, but he could not keep his heart from pumping a little faster and a blush from rising to his cheeks. When Scully finished and looked up at him, he could barely stand to meet her gaze. Concluding that there was no serious damage, Scully leaned back slightly on her heels and studied Mulder's face. She presumed that he was flushed from the exertion of trying to lift the tree himself. She was startled to realize how close they were. With him sitting up, and her crouching, they were the same height for once. Both parties were so distracted by the nearness of the other, that neither heard the bark nor processed its significance until after the fact. Suddenly, Spooky was behind Scully, pawing at her back and demanding to know what was going in. Startled, Scully lost her balance and fell forward. Mulder reached forward and caught her gently, breaking her fall by laying her across his chest. For a long moment, Scully stayed frozen in that position, enjoying the closeness though she knew she ought to move away. She pushed herself partially up, so that was just over Mulder's head. "Thanks," she said softly. Mulder stared at her, unable to answer, unable to believe that she was this close. Don't just sit there, he thought to himself, do something. But he didn't have the nerve. For a second Scully thought he might kiss her (and she knew that she'd let him) but then he didn't move. Maybe she had misjudged the situation after all, projecting her desires onto him. She shifted position to give her leverage to sit up and then paused, as she noticed something unexpected. Scully looked at Mulder directly, unsure as to what to do about the hardness pressing against her leg. When he saw from the look she gave him that she'd noticed, he was embarassed. Scully easily read his embarassment, but she saw something more in his gaze as well: desire. Quickly, before she could think about her decision and change her mind, Scully leaned forward and pressed her lips against Mulder's. At first, she was afraid she'd made a mistake, as there was no response at all. She started to pull back, already worried about what to do next, when Mulder snapped out of his fear and gave in to his desire. He wrapped his arms tightly around Scully and drew her back against him. His mouth covered hers easily, his tongue seeking entrance boldly. Scully could not keep from moaning as she opened her mouth to him, wallowing in the sensation of his tongue stroking hers. She ran her hands up and down his body eagerly, reaching under his t-shirt to feel the hard muscles beneath. Mulder's mind was spinning as he absorbed the feeling of Scully kissing him, touching him, even wanting him. He could not believe that this wasn't just another dream. He needed to feel her skin pressed against his. Eagerly he slipped his hands under the front of her shirt, pleased that he wouldn't have to struggle with removing her bra. His fingers lightly encircled her nipples, bringing them to taut peaks. Scully had managed to slip Mulder's shirt over his head, barely interrupting their deep and exciting kisses. She ran her hands over his chest and stomach, then they drifted lower onto his hips, pushing down his loose pants and shorts in one smooth motion. Mulder gasped as he felt her take his hardness in one hand and explore it tenderly. He swiftly removed her shirt and began to suckle her breasts, drawing moans of delight.Since his hands were now free to continue their examination, he gently cupped her bottom and pulled her tightly against his erection, wanting her to feel just how much he wanted her. Scully rocked against him, wanting to feel him inside of her. She reached down and removed her own bottoms as a delighted Mulder looked on. "Should we move to the bedroom?" he asked softly, running his fingers over her thighs. "No," she gasped. "We are not going anywere. Right here, right now, I want you." Her words stirred something in Mulder, who responded promptly. He flipped them over so that she lay on the bed of cushions and he was above her. As he positioned himself to enter her, Scully put a gentle hand on is chest. "Protection?" she inquired cautiously, wondering if she would have the strength to refuse him if he didn't have any. Mulder bit his bottom lip in thought. It had been a long time since he had bothered to carry any with him. Then he smiled as a thought struck. He reached carefully up into the tree branches and pulled down a small red square of plastic, which he triumphantly ripped upon and presented to Scully for inspection. "Look at that, I am a mage." He silently noted that it was, in fact, red. She chuckled low in her throat as she slid it over his throbbing manhood. "I'll have to remember to send Frohike and the other elves a thank you note," she observed. "Later, I hope," Mulder countered, as he began to thrust his way gently inside her warmth. There was no more talk as the two quickly established a rhythm to match their ever-rising passions. It had been so long for both of them, it was unsurprising that neither was able to last for long. Scully dug her nails into Mulder's back as she felt the excitement building in her, almost drawing blood as she finally released with a gasp of delight. Mulder, thrilled by the feel of Scully's orgasm, was unable to hold out himself more than a few more seconds. Then, he exploded into a world of pleasure unmatched by any experience he'd ever had. As he came back to reality, he noticed Scully staring past him, into the Christmas tree. "What?" he asked softly. She grinned shyly. "I was just thinking how glad I was that I decided to keep my tree up a little longer this year." Mulder laughed. "Me too. As far as I'm concerned, you should never take it down." He looked at her affectionately, then took a deep breath. "Scully, I...ummm" even after this, he still didn't know how to say it. "Yes, Mulder?" she asked, though she suspected she knew what he wanted to say. The exact same thing that she had on her mind. "I ....wondered if we could move to the bedroom for the rest of the night. These pine needles are killing me." That wasn't what he'd meant to say. What was the matter with him? Scully gave him a long look, then smiled at him. "Sure thing, Mulder. And you know what?" "What?" "I love you too." She watched the astonished, then relieved looks that passed over Mulder's face. Then she squealed as he scooped her up in his arms and carried her into the bedroom. Mulder never told her that he loved her that night, but Scully wasn't worried. They had forever after all.